Oops

I seem to have neglected my blog for a few days, not because i got bored of it or anything like that. More so because this week has been some what hectic and a week of thinking.

In a productive sense, this week has been well, lacking entirely. I'm pretty sure i've seen cows do things far more productive than anything i've done this week. I suppose bar my bands Vlog at least. The simple fact i've done nothing all week is not the point of this blog today, however it does walk hand in hand into what i will be saying.

Even though nothing happened all week or at least since Monday, it was something of a welcomed experience for me. I'm fortunate enough to have the ability at least to not have to do anything all week because I'm in a position where, yes i am at uni, but i can bunk off and not have not be worried about the impending doom of bills. Perhaps that is a bad thing, however i do know the full extent of working full time and needing to work otherwise bills don't get paid, since i have done this before. But anyway, the thing is, this week helped me to relax and recover from a few different things.

Firstly, education. It's something I've experience for a solid eighteen years straight, apart from the obvious holidays between terms. Que the ranty student talk! After eighteen years of learning and doing exams coursework, I've become tired. Forgive me if I'm wrong in saying this, but I'm sure many of you are like this too. This is something i know i need a break from. Perhaps i will be crying in my sleep because i will realise how stupid i was, and be begging to be a student again. Screaming WHY LORD WHY DID YOU NOT STOP ME!!! But, we shall see won't we.

Secondly, for the past year now, I've been beating my body senseless with the gym, making routines to get bigger and stronger, and not necessarily taking much of a break to let my body just relax. As much as people like to think, that the gym isn't mentally taxing, those of you who do go will understand where i am coming from. It's hard living your life a certain way to achieve and ascertain certain goals and set targets. I like to think, i am quite good at doing what i need to do to progress forward without being unbearably strict on myself. Yet even so, sometimes more than a days break is needed from the whole lifestyle and routine of it all. Consider this a mini holiday from life, just not nearly as expensive as an actual holiday.

So maybe this is something i need for myself, and although this is partly a rant, i hope some of you can agree with the times I'm saying, not necessarily the exact factors, but the view points I'm talking about.